Dearest Jess,
Within the first week of knowing you, I fell for you. And ever since that day I just, I just knew. The clock keeps ticking and time keeps passing, but I’ve been using it all up thinking about you non-stop. When I see anything, hear anything, touch anything, taste anything (spaghetti, no one get any ideas), or even smell, you come to mind. Any object somehow injects a new memory of you into me. A memory, even if not real, I’d remember. And all of my dreams of you are what I hold most to me. I had no idea it would be you, but I want all of you, forever. I know it’s crazy and foolish, but you know me Jess. I’m crazily in love with you. And I know you feel the same, you don’t deny it. People can think what they want to think. They can feel as bad as they want to feel about it. They can hate us. They can discourage us. But does that really matter when what matters the most to us is each other? I will be here for you always, even if by some chance things seem to swing another way. But I’m telling you right now, I will do everything in my power to keep you and me together. I don’t want you to go. I need you more than anything else I’ve found out. If you see your future with someone else, I won’t be bitter or angry. I’ll think about what we had and how we spent our time growing in love.
I want to grow old with you. I want to spend this life getting to know everything you are. I want touch to you, I want to kiss you, I want to be my wife, I want you to be the mother of my children, and I need your love. Without you, life seems pointless. You’re my reason for life. My purpose is to love you with every atom that makes me, me. And everything you are was delicately designed, beautifully crafted, for you are, quite simply, the definition of beauty to me.
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Sorry it took me so long to reply.
As you know I've been rather busy. Tanning myself and such. I know you probably don’t expect a reply, but you know me. Can’t help myself can I :p
I love you too. I spend each day loving you more and more. You’ve made me a better person, and it’s because of you that I see the world differently. Everything is so beautiful. I never truly cherished the world around me until you came along. I thank you for that, giving me a perspective I never had before.
You are perfect the way you are. Don’t change. Don’t allow people to manipulate you, shape you, into something you are not. You can make your own choices, I’ll stick by you regardless, you know that.
It’s annoying that people try and stand in the way, it really is. Can you not accept the simple principle that two people like each other? What is so hard to come to terms with? Seriously? I’ve personally had enough. It’s too much stress. I love you Casey, and you are mine, just like I am yours. If people can’t accept that, then tough luck. They’re just preparing themselves for a downfall.
You are the only one I want. Everything that makes you unique. Every molecule in your body, every particle that formed you, I love. I want to hear all your opinions. I want to see what you see.
I wanna grow old with you. I wanna die lying in your arms. I wanna grow old with you. I wanna be looking in your eyes. I wanna be there for you. Sharing in everything you do. I want to grow old with you. You mean the world to me, and if you’re ever in doubt, know that wherever I am, whatever I’m doing, I love you.
I trust you. I cherish you. I’m thankful that you are mine. I’ll take care of you when you’re older. I’ll marry you. I’ll have your children. I’m in love with you. I’m your Meg.
I love you too much for words to explain.
I pound you and I heart you.
- Mrs. Martinson.
P.S. 5-1 :p
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